Still I Need You!
----------- Beri Palden
As I lay down lonely on my bed
I felt as if I was slightly intoxicated
though I never had a sip of alcohol
I could neither sleep nor concentrate on my studies
You are forever on my mind.
Having waited until 2 in the morning
Everything seems quiet; a cold breeze blows
I still long for something special
I am hoping some miracle will happen under the bright moon light
I really don’t know why I do so! I really don't know why I feel this way
As the tone rings I wish that it was your call coming
It's nearly 3 in the morning, and I am still here waiting for yours
I am still waiting for you baby, I believe in you that you wont cheat me.
I frequently look from my window
hoping I will see you walking by the road
and surprise me as once you did
I wait for your appearance in all sort of imaginations
How foolish am i!! What the fool I am.
Every second I glare at my phone, hoping a text message has appeared.
Every moment I look down the stairs, hoping
U would be close by
Can’t believe that you cheated me,
that you have tricked me
but all I thought was I was in a day dream
you said, you love me truly
I too love you more than anyone, trust me
I gave you everything, I showed you everything
but you did nothing and will do nothing
you are a liar and flirtatious, but I can't stop loving you
what ever and however you cheated me
I still need you and love you
I need nothing but you, I expect nothing but you.
I still love you and need you.
** This is my first English Poem I have ever written though I have written hundreds of Tibetan poems so far. Its bit tough for me to write in English as I never learnt English writtings. I really want to write better in future. Corrections and suggestions are most welcome and needed.
